I think that there need to be at least five more hours in the day. I never feel like I have enough time to get everything that I want to, done. I guess I just need to make exercising and eating right, high up on my priorities. That would be making me number one on my priority list. I feel like anytime I try to do something for me I have ten kids saying " Mom, Mom, I need this, I need that, he is being mean to me, it is my turn, can you play with me, I need a drink..." It just goes on and on. I actually only have two kids that can talk but it feels like 10. I guess I need to get up earlier and get my me time in early in the morning. The problem is I always feel so tired. I guess that could be because I need more exercise, and to eat healthier.

Here we go again...

Okay so I am ready. I have to start getting my butt in gear. I have 45 pounds to lose. And I want to lose most of it by October. That means I have to really work hard on me. I just joined Operation Fat Blaster and I know that the ladies there will keep me accountable for my weight. I will report in for Day 2 of P90x later tonight.

It is going to be a good day...

I have been cleaning all morning and need to continue to clean until I go to work to get my house in order. I have to work 3 - 11 today so I plan on doing Ab workout before and Arm and Shoulder after work. I was not so great last night at work. My sister made the best brownies. I would have been fine had I not started eating them but when I start I just don't stop. Today I WILL NOT start to eat anything that I shouldn't be. Then I don't have to worry about stopping. My body is a little sore but it feels good to know that I worked it hard. Plyometrics yesterday was a killer, felt good but my legs wanted to fall off. Can't wait till I can say that I completed everything as good as everyone on the video.

Hard workouts...

Okay the chest and back workout can only get better. I had to use the chair for pull-ups, my son told me I wasn't doing them right. And most of the push-ups I did on my knees. Then I did plyometrics this morn and my 6 year son said "Dad look at mom's butt it is jiggly", I was doing frog squats. That is my whole reason for doing P90X to be less jiggly and lose a lot of weight.

Randy, Dylan and I just stopped to get plants for our garden. I can't wait to see how our veggies grow. Yesterday was an awful day of eating, today will be better.

Eating right on target...

My eating has been right on target. Tomorrow will be 2 weeks from my first weigh in and I can't wait to see what it is. It may be the same as last week but that is alright, any weight I lose I don't want to gain back. Tomorrow I am going to begin again but I am going to do the classic p90x instead of the lean. I have done workouts the past two days but feel like I need to do the classic so I get a defined body. I have to get to bed but will post more tomorrow. I am sure that it will be a super hard workout because I suck at pull-ups. It should be interesting. Night

Already off track...

Okay so I am a little off track. I really need to get my bottom back on track so I think that I am going to start back over with my first week. Part of my problem is that my pull up bar is not all at my house. I have to unscrew part of it from my mom's door jam. It is a little hard to do legs and back with a pull-up bar or bands. I also have not had the greatest things to eat. Today was a good eating day, but I am exhausted. Tomorrow I will be gone from 8-230 for meetings at the school and then 3-1130 at work. Any workouts would be out of the question but it was supposed to be my rest day. I am not too discouraged just need to get back on track. Off to bed because tomorrow I have a long day.

Day 3 - P90X

Today was day three of P90X and I almost forgot to do my exercises. It was Arm and Shoulder and Abs. We had a yard sale and I was busier than I had imagined. The whole family was tired so we took a 3 hour nap. I didn't get much sleep last night. When I woke up it was 9pm and I was planning on going to Wal-mart but by the time I was headed out the door it was 10 and I remembered that I needed to exercise. I liked the Arm and Shoulder workout. I did not write down my reps and I had to stop a few times because Alice was crying but I did it. I did not do the bonus round because it was late and the breaks were making the workout take longer then scheduled. I am going to do the Abs tomorrow along with Yoga X.

My eating was not great today. I did not eat too much food, just not the right foods. Tomorrow is a new day and I will remember to start it out right.